Howdy & Welcome to the bog, my crazy life. Like life, this is a work in progress but enjoy exploring. Whether you came from tumblr or youchewube, I welcome you.

This bog is best viewed on desktop. Eventually I'll get to a place where I work on also making it look good on mobile.

I'm cig or bell-swamp-fitzjames. I'm in my late 20s, use any pronouns, and I have a lot of thoughts but sometimes I forget I'm a person. In an effort to remember this more and more, I will share opinions and thoughts and writing. I hope to share a lot of reviews here and make more video based projects that will go on the youchewube and I will talk about here. You can follow me on tumblr, it's the only "social media" i use.

Basically below you can explore parts of myself that I want to share including my thoughts on music, media, perhaps fiber arts and other hobbies/interests I have. I will also post eventually some of my original writing. Some will be NSFW/smut so as the marquee states, proceed at your own risk. You will have to work to get there anyways and will be able to know what you're getting yourself into. For now though, this is mostly just a normal blog.

Few personal things I don't mind telling you: I like the labels trans, queer, asexual, aromantic, and gay for myself. I'm autistic and a struggler but I have a lot of heart. I suffer various mental shit but it's mostly OCD that sneaks through online. I love music, cats, media, books, writing, lighthouses, Halloween, crochet/knit, swimming, extremely casual birding. I collect pins, postcards, and stickers. My two biggest and strongest current special interests are The Terror (2018) tv show and the band The Mountain Goats.